I can't put into words how I feel when attending the weddings of friends who I've known since before I was an adult. It's a weird mix of pride and happiness but also some sadness and regret about neglecting my own personal life and not having anyone to share it with.

Maybe I'll grow to change that someday, maybe I'll come to realise that I've been isolated out of choice and not neglect. That's what I have a therapist for I suppose :D